Day five

 today was a pretty lazy i had most of the day to sleep and relax but then i had to get ready for work. today i decided to do a rainbow makeup because there is nothing that says that boys cant wear makeup. i am really exited to see what kind of reactions i get. before i left for work i decided to hype myself up and play my pride playlist. something that i have learned is that things are so gendered and people that dont follow that binary get so much hate and i hate it. 

Day four

 today is the start of my two lazy-ish days. i woke up pretty early to take a shower but every shower has its down falls for a trans person. after that i had a few hours to get ready to head to my school to get salsa. as of the first time i am typing this i am still waiting at my school. now for the rest of the day i will probably be just lazing about and not do much

Day three

 today was an interesting day i got yelled and and accessed of using racist slurs. but anyway when i got to school (my first period is Spanish) my teacher goes to call me a girl in Spanish but corrected herself i felt so happy. these kind of thinks happen throughout the day. people that dont know about me are getting curious and i heard whispers all day about it. i had work again today but this time it was fun because when i got home after school before going to work i got a new book that our vet for our dogs wrote and when he came in he signed it for me so i was even more happy. now for something i have learned. one thing i have learned is that if people take your coming out hard just give them time they will come around. this happened with my grandparents at first they did not really know what to think or say but now they love the fact that i am happy (i am not out as trans to them yet). 

Day two

 today is actually tonight i had a rough day with dysphoria and for those who dont know about dysphoria the definition is "a state of unease or generalized dysfunction with life" as defined by google, to sum it up it is feeling really out of place with your body or the world, i had a pretty bad day and just feel tired and stressed i have lots to do this week and just today. it is funny how i say i am tired but then i am to stressed to sleep and my brain is going so fast that i cant even think about going to bed right now. people at work are nice but they give me the most dysphoria. i would like to think that everything is going to get better but i cant see it getting better anytime soon. now for what i have learned. i have learned that no mater what someone looks like you should still be respectful and ask them their pronouns because you never know they might have a different set of pronouns than you thought.  people dont believe me but i have witnessed someone asking everyone they meet their pronouns and there have been some that not even i expected. until next time peace ☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

Day one

  today was my second day attending school out as trans to my teachers. they were really accepting but still arnt yet use to my pronouns. teachers used my preferred name and did it with a smile. there are other teachers of mine that dont know yet and they still use my birth name but i dont blame them they dont know. there is still a lot of misgendering. there is also the work factor i am not out at all at work they all think that i am the gender i was assigned at birth and it makes uncomfortable. people who know my pronouns always try to use them with out messing up. in these blogs i will also have things that i have learned about people since coming out as non-binary about a year before coming out at trans. i have learned that people say that misgendering is ok because that is what they are because that is what corresponds to what is in their pants. but what people dont know is that the person that they are misgendering feels really uncomfortable in that moment and feels really bad because what the people just called them dose not align with how they feel. when people do this i always ask how they would feel if someone called them the opposite gender . 

About me

i am a transgender male that has just come out i am a 16 year old in high school who tries to look on the bright side but might not always see the bright side. i love any form of art and music. i love watching anime and having time to myself. i am trying to build up money to metically transition and get gender affirming surgeries and start testosterone. i am hoping with this  blog people will listen to the story of a transgender man and see what a day is like for him hope you enjoy my weekly or daily blogs 🥰🥰❤❤